Christmas 2012 such a memorable time for me. First time in how many years that I am not sick (asthma, colds). But thank you Lord for the physical pain (goodbye baby toe)—it reminded me that there’s more to life & it superseded my emotional struggle.
Last quarter of this year has been a roller coaster. God gave me ultimate happiness but after a month, gave me a big challenge. He has shown me a man who changed some of my perspectives in life—how to truly care, understand, humble thy self and i guess at some point, how to truly love. I don’t know if it is just a temporary happiness; but God is teaching me to be patient, remain faithful & complete surrender to Him.
The 12.21.12 end of the world thingy was different for me. It was a day of hope & He reminded me that in His time, everything shall fall into places. I just have to be patient. Waiting becomes difficult because of the many ‘unknown’.
There’s more to life and we just have to enjoy what life will bring. I just need to remind myself always.
I was reminded today of my ol’ YFC shirt—True Love Waits. I feel God is telling me to be just patient. That I just remain faithful to what He is doing now in my life. I completely surrender & allow God to use me as an instrument of His love.
My life has always been smooth. Things seem to fall into places the way it should. I had my fair share of trials when it comes to love & relationships. I thought I’ve seen/experienced/realized a lot. But wait, there’s mooore! For the past year of my “singlehood”, im happy & peaceful. I lived my own life—not worrying about anything. Just practically enjoying what life has in stored for me. But God has His ways of making things—colorful.
1. He reminded me that there are still, indeed, good men out there.
2. Childhood dreams do come true.
3. God’s perfect timing for everything.
For the past 2 months, I was in such a roller coaster ride. I had a month of ultimate happiness. Then after, faced with a hard reality. Been praying hard as to what I should do. He gives me reason to stay and carry on.
Life will not always be how we want it to be. What’s important is we remain faithful, prayerful and obedient to Him.
09.01.12 Sta. Ana, finally!:) will definitely be back, Tugue :)
Something really pushed me to be here. Went rounds dahil walang free parking. Comfort food=Cheeseburger+twister fries :) Little did i know the birthday party on my back is a celebration of someone from CFC. Nice :)
Rain,please be nice..ayoko maligo sa ulan :s
7.22.12 Mikee home now :)